Star has learned that Lindsay Lohan already tried two attempts to commit suicide.  A close friend tells Star that during an emotional meltdown in NYC in the weeks before her May 26 bust, Lindsay screamed that she just wanted to end it all – and tried.

“She grabbed a knife and started cutting at her writs,” the insider reveals. “A friend made her stop and went around looking for sharp objects.  Lindsay ran into the bathroom with a bottle of Advil.”
Crying, “Leave me alone! I just want to die!” Lindsay locked herself in the bathroom and threatened to swallow the entire bottle, says the source.  Finally, someone broke down the door and saved the distraught actress from herself!

Hang in there L-Lo we still need you here, gossiping would be nothing without you and your friend Paris.